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And as the lesson goes on... [Nov. 28th, 2009|12:51 am]
[Current Mood | infuriated]

Life lesson No. 2: You put your money where you mouth is.

as you know, you dont get bad luck only once...but tonnes at a time. >:(
i do not want to be bad and scold at a particular person so i shall just be brief and not go into the details...
although i'm like SUPER FURY...(as quoted from zhixiong).
i think that some stuffs you should just jolly well keep it to yourself..like seriously low-profile.
well, lets not say low-profile, but if you know something, you just keep it to yourself, does that kills your alot? jeez.
if you're stressed, go get some entertainment and its definitely not gossiping. -.-
(if you people are wondering who i'm talking about, continue guessing. ^^v)
well. i know i'm not smart, but i still do quite well for my studies. though i dont score with flying colours, but i still do better than many people/on par.
so, stop telling me those lame stuffs about doing well for exams when you yourself dont score that well too.
i dont wanna think that you're jealous or what. but me and my bro are coping well, we did well for PSLE, went to express course...went to a good course in polytechnic, blah~ and fyi, we didnt have a tutor mind you. so stop comparing. pfft.
i used to respect you, note the word useD...but i gues not anymore.
what makes you think that what you have, no one else can have it?
this is the last straw, stop telling me those lame stuffs, i've had enough of it.
i dont even feel like seeing you or talking to you anymore. :// grrrr.

FML, twice.

(p.s, when i use the word 'you' it doesnt really just refers to one person. peace~)
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The art of face-changing. [Nov. 27th, 2009|10:04 pm]
[Current Mood | disappointed]
[Current Music |fuck you - lily allen.]

i'm amazed at how human can change their mood so quickly.
they can be so nice, sweet, polite to you now and in another split second, they would flare up, curse and swear at you.
that's life. how contradictive. :/

so now i've learnt something..
life lesson no. 1: it doesnt pays to be kind.
well, maybe it does to many of them; just some minority.
if you ever think that you can step over my head, think again.
when i dont rebute, it doesnt mean that i'm lost for words.
its just that i dont see the point in arguing, as though i will get a 'best quarrel-er' award. -.-
i'm not gonna be nice anymore, and the next time when i talk to you,
it would be a patronising one. patronising smile and patronising comment.
we're not what we used to be anymore.

that aside, my last piece of advice for you:
'do whatever you want, when you still can.
dont think that when you expect people to do something, they are supposed to do it.
(okay, if you're rich or something, you can. but you arent.)
when i'm nice, you jolly well appreciate it or just fcuk off.
to you it might seem like a joke but somehow its not funny to anyone except for you.
and if you think ur sacarstic jokes are funny, alright.....HA-HA-HA.'

trust this to happen when i thought i can have a good rest over the long weekend. FML.
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48hours/day. [Nov. 25th, 2009|12:31 am]
[Current Mood | exhausted]
[Current Music |bad romance - lady gaga.]



i've realised that i'm so busy with my assignments groupworks that i've rarely time for myself.
time is precious i know, thats why i'm treasuring every second that is passing by,
including the amount of time wasted when i'm typing this post.
pfft, ironic much. :/

i really need more times in my hands.
to have time for myself, to recharge and replenish my sleep so that i wil be able to study for all my test and do my regulr revision...
i know its gonna be hard, but i will try.

on a lighter note, i'm glad that i'm able to meet ❤ even though we're both so busy. even when we always meet for just afew hours, but i still feel that its better than nothing. ought to feel contented aye?
and i gotta be happy that ❤ always tries to find time to meet me up after my classes and send me home..and this are not the only things he has done for me.
thanks love. (: -deeply appreciated-
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Pride and Prejudice. [Nov. 22nd, 2009|08:50 pm]
[Current Mood | envious]


Mr. Darcy: How are you this evening, my dear?
Elizabeth Bennet: Very well... although I wish you would not call me "my dear."
Mr. Darcy: (chuckles) Why?
Elizabeth Bennet: Because it's what my father always calls my mother when he's cross about something.
Mr. Darcy: What endearments am I allowed?
Elizabeth Bennet: Well let me think... Lizzie for every day, My Pearl for Sundays, and... Goddess Divine, but only on very special occasions.
Mr. Darcy: And what should I call you when I am cross? Mrs. Darcy?
Elizabeth Bennet: No! You may only call me Mrs. Darcy when you are completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy.
Mr. Darcy: Then how are you this evening, Mrs. Darcy?
(he kisses her on the forehead)
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
(he kisses her on the right cheek)
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
(he kisses her on the nose)
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
(he kisses her on the left cheek)
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
(and finally, he kisses her on the mouth)

<3

Soul mate: two little words, one big concept. A belief that someone, somewhere, is holding the key to your heart.
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(no subject) [Nov. 19th, 2009|10:04 pm]
[Current Mood | indescribable]
[Current Music |dark horse - nickelback.]


I’m here, with you.
Take me to wherever you wanna escape to, & I’ll bring you too.
You’ll lean on me, & I’ll lean you.
And we’ll be okay.

(This is for you). <3

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❤ [Nov. 17th, 2009|01:29 am]
[Current Mood | hungry]
[Current Music |in pieces - backstreet boys.]


❤❤❤

heh heh.
went for proj meeting with SHERNI DAWN AND ZHIXIONG! :D:D
was late...HEE HEE. ^^v
so much fun discussing~ HAHAHA DORA FTW! LOL.
and i so so so so love mega spicy~ SPAZZZZZZZ. (:
then library-ed with SHERNI and ZHIXIONG.
lib was quite small but still managed to find my controversial book! (Y) -pats self- HAHA.


then, jay came to fetch me at pasir ris so trained down to cine...(L)
and the seatings were like FULL TTM~ lol.
so walked to shaw house..heh heh. ulu-bulu place. hahaha. : }
well..the show was...quite nice i guess...and its like super long....
SO...i had to miss my pepper lunch..sobs sobs sobs..:'(
then jay send me home...heh heh. thanks love. ❤

super strong craving for PEPPER LUNCH now. UGGGGHHHH!
i'm starting to feel hungry now...that i cant sleep. :( sigh~~


P.S ( Lets commit this perfect crime; i'll steal your heart, and you'll steal mine. )
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2009|03:43 pm]
[Current Mood | thankful]
[Current Music |because i'm stupid - SS501]



if only time would stop... heeee. ^^v
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2009|12:37 am]
[Current Mood | happy]



gawd, this looks like my cheeks. :/ HAHA.

well..went for training today...nothing much.... trained all the way from 6+ till 9. i'm in awe of myself. lol
tired shit~ :/

13112009; a day to remember. (: <3
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2009|01:30 pm]
[Current Mood | loved]
[Current Music |when i'm with you - faber drive.]



thanks for being there when i needed you.
you know who you are.
so...i shant elaborate much. <3
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(no subject) [Nov. 13th, 2009|01:05 am]
[Current Mood | determined]




When you love someone that much and that person is away from you,
sometimes it literally feels like you can’t breathe, as if your body is aching for air.
And then that person walks into the room,
and all that ache inside of you, all that longing, dissolves and you feel yourself breathe again.
But it’s as if he takes the same breath with you. You’re both one.

When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound.
When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise.
But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent.
You would think that for something so important,
it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell.
But it’s silent and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain.
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2009|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood | rushed]
[Current Music |beautiful soul - jessee mccartney.]



You gradually get over the pain.
It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with.
One morning you wake up, and he’s not the first thing on your mind.
And then a few months down the line, you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him.
Sometimes it takes months, sometimes years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occasionally.
You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, and you try not to think about them.
And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name…
and the memories come flooding back.
But memories also become less painful in time.
(Y)
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2009|08:16 pm]
[Current Mood | uncomfortable]
[Current Music |downpour - backstreet boys.]



We run back to each other when it’s convenient.
We know that in the end, we’re meant for each other, but not for right now.
So we play these games, act like we’re okay when one of us has someone else.
When in reality, it tears apart to know that we can be happy with someone else.
But it’s that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more.

on a not-so-light note...


I’m just so scared.
Scared because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I wish so much that I did, but I don’t, and it tears me to bits.
I’m scared, so scared because I have never felt this way before.
I don’t know what this feeling is, but it’s taking over me, and I just want so much to be back to normal.
I want to let this go, because I know I’m hurting you, and her, and so many other people.
I’m scared that you won’t be there for me, and you’ll walk away and leave me to paste my life back together like I had to such a short time ago.
I’m scared to lose you, but I’m scared to keep you in my life knowing all well that I am in the wrong and am hurting innocent people in my selfish quest for happiness.
I’m scared that you will never hold me again, that you’ll never tell me with so much faith that everything will be all right.
I’m scared of losing you. I’m scared of losing myself.

 

however, on a lighter note....

9212.) In greek mythology, it's said that humans were originally created with 4 arms,
          4 legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart
          and condemned then to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves.
        I think I've found you.


           but wait, have you found me? :/


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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2009|04:49 pm]
[Current Mood | restless]
[Current Music |heartbreaker - jeff darcy]




A boy and girl can be just friends,
but eventually one of them will fall for the other,
maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late, or maybe,
just maybe, forever.
If we weren’t meant to give things another try,
our paths and thoughts would not keep crossing,
and we would not keep tripping over our feelings for each other.
I'm sorry for a lot of things,
but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that,
no matter what happens next,
I'll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you.
And even though i keep fumbling for the right words,
all I really wanted to say was thank you.


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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2009|10:59 pm]
[Current Mood | pleased]



there is a.....


RAINBOW~ ^^v


But I guess it’s easier to see what we want than to look for the truth.
You think you know me, but you don’t.
And that means you don’t know what I can do.
You see me as someone who has all the answers, but that’s not true.
I may not always know what I’m doing, but I’ll try to make things better.
And when I make a mistake, because face it, we all do, I promise I’ll ask for your help.
I can’t do this alone, but if you’ll take a chance on me, we can do great things together.
I promise if you believe in me, I’ll find the courage to reach for your every dream.

❤

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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2009|12:26 pm]
[Current Mood | nauseated]

UGH. i forgot to post my comments for my friends in discussion board for DPL2's e-learning = points gonna be deducted for participation marks or whatsoever.....FML once.
i vomitted like a gazillion times again since the time i woke up tdy.....FML twice.
i'm so reluctant to do the youtube video for EXCEL. pssssk.....FML thrice.

I'm sucha protagonist. :/



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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2009|12:50 pm]
[Current Mood | loved]
[Current Music |say goodbye - chris brown]



my life is in such a mess so EXCITING that idk what i should blog and what i CAN blog about. sighhhh. so, i,m gonna substitute my feelings and thoughts with quotes and pictures. and friends who know what i'm going through will understand what i'm talking about. hee. much like a beating around the bush eh? ta.



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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2009|03:57 pm]
[Current Location |MAKAN PLACE. ^^v]
[Current Mood | nostalgic]

( Almost. (: )



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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2009|10:37 pm]
[Current Mood | drained]




Maybe it’s true what they say - there are some people you encounter in life whom you never really get over.
No matter how many other better people you meet;
people who treat you better and love you better,
in the back of your mind there is always that one person whom you can’t quite completely forget.
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2009|12:26 am]
[Current Mood | bouncy]


 (Y)
-runawaytrain.tumblr

darn cuteee. heee. :D
-smilee.tumblr

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